CLEAN : Mourners of Azov battalion fighters 'can't celebrate' Defenders Day in Kyiv

The transcript captures a series of disjointed thoughts and reflections, including a personal story about a connection with someone whose daughter requested the speaker's presence after a tragic event. The narrative is fragmented, with mentions of various unrelated topics, but centers around the emotional impact of the event and the speaker's decision to visit and say goodbye.

What does the speaker mean by 'the connection with her'?

How does the speaker feel about saying goodbye to their loved one?