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The speaker expresses a feeling of not resembling someone and then clarifies a need for something small.

What does the speaker imply about their appearance?

What emotions might the speaker be experiencing based on their statements?

What does the speaker need according to the text?

How does the speaker feel about their current situation?

What could 'a little small' refer to in the context of the speaker's needs?