CLEAN : Bulls lock horns at Nepal winter festival

The video begins with greetings and an introduction, followed by a discussion on tutorials and learning, particularly focusing on Aberdeen. The speaker shares personal reflections and thoughts, mentioning figures like Barbara Bush. The video then shifts to cultural and social commentary, touching on various topics. It concludes with remarks on future plans and preparations.

Analyze the statement 'But I am not kidding myself.' in the context of the conversation.

What does the speaker imply with 'Honey go to. No, not yet.'?